Welcoming the Feeling
Hating as I welcome this longing
Letting it become the beat of my heart
Loathing the reminiscence of memories
As they play over and over
Each day I fall for you all over again
And each day my heart breaks
The uncertainty has me pacing in circles
And wishing on every shooting star
But I can’t but remember all the little things
The little moments that brought me a giant smile
And the hope that is settled in my heart
Singing the songs that make me smile when the lyrics remind me of you
And thinking of all the times that made me feel so wonderful when you were there
As much as I hate this feeling that I welcome
I welcome it with a smile because hey,
You never know.
Caught in this explosion of feeling
Swells of longing, anger, hurt, happiness, and sadness.
Lost in the memories we created
Wanting to rid you of my mind
The impression has been made
Now every time I see the sky
It’s as if I am looking into your eyes
When I am alone
I feel as if I am waiting for you
When I smell my skin
Your scent caresses over
My cheeks burn when I recall your kiss
Like a shadow it lingers
I want to forget
I want to shut you out
But it’s not possible
I’m “holding the hand that drags me down”
And I don’t want to let go
If I told you we were going to see dead giraffes would you have taken me?
A beautiful song from my favorite band.
WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?-tumblrbot
My earliest human memory is being in a play at a church and crying to get down from a pedestal for I was a sleeping angel and remembering my grandfather getting me down.